wow, its late

so i know its late. its midnight here currently. i am up simply for a few reasons. 1.) Jackson has been up crying since around 10:20 and got so hysterical that i had to go in to his room and pick him up. Which i never, ever, ever do! this was pretty much a first. he was so beside himself i decided to rock him quietly for a few minutes in the dark in his room. it worked...he finally calmed down and breathed a little bit. he started to fall asleep...so i went and laid him back in his bed, but the crying started up again. i kissed him and walked out. he wasn't crying as loudly this time to i figured that he would go to sleep soon! i came back out here to do something on the computer so i would be distracted and i wouldn't sit and fret. just when i thought he was back asleep i snuck in to cover him with a blanky...but alas he was awake and noticed me and started crying. thank goodness he only cried for a few more minutes. i believe he is asleep now---i am not going back in there to check..so hopefully he will stay asleep:)  and 2.) Danny is gone. he left to go take some food over to a family in our ward that just had a new baby. Danny used to work with the husband at Heritage and so we are friends. he left about 10:30pm...its now 12:07am so i hope he gets home soon! this is way past my bedtime!!
i don't know why i decided to blog about this...but let's face it: i don't really have anything better to do. do i? i certainly don't have anyone to talk to, and my phone is in with Jackson, playing some white noise, so i can't play a game. to all those who actually read this---Thank you! now if you are still reading post a comment telling me what your most favorite desert is...i could use something sweet right about now. and if Danny doesn't get home soon, i might just dig into the S'mores ice cream we just bought! :P